Coming soon: a post exploring "survivor guilt" and a check of self-talk vs. reality. Something that's been building for a while, especially now that I'm gaining weight. Just wanted to put this out there so that I remember, and so that I'll actually do it. I need to think through it, and this is where I do some of my best thinking, but it takes emotional effort so I can sometimes tend to avoid it.
I'm holding myself accountable. Hah.
And now to go get fabulous for a big-deal fancy dinner thingie because I nominated our nonprofit for Nonprofit of the Year for our county, and I really hope we win! I'm going to wear the green dress that I originally bought for my wedding, the one I wore the other day to the haunted house when I went as Meridah. (Meridah with really short hair and no bow lol). It's lovely, it's comfortable, and it's not too over the top. I would wear my shiny blue halter dress, but I fear it's too formal. It's more fitting for Prom, and I don't want to be overdressed. I may look like a weirdo in my renaissance dress, but I'd rather be a comfortable weirdo than a shiny, out of place weirdo. Of course, I'll have my walker to complete the weirdness. Maybe I should lash one of my swords to the side of the walker? Or one of C's axes. LOL. They probably wouldn't let me in. Hehehehe...
I'm holding myself accountable. Hah.
And now to go get fabulous for a big-deal fancy dinner thingie because I nominated our nonprofit for Nonprofit of the Year for our county, and I really hope we win! I'm going to wear the green dress that I originally bought for my wedding, the one I wore the other day to the haunted house when I went as Meridah. (Meridah with really short hair and no bow lol). It's lovely, it's comfortable, and it's not too over the top. I would wear my shiny blue halter dress, but I fear it's too formal. It's more fitting for Prom, and I don't want to be overdressed. I may look like a weirdo in my renaissance dress, but I'd rather be a comfortable weirdo than a shiny, out of place weirdo. Of course, I'll have my walker to complete the weirdness. Maybe I should lash one of my swords to the side of the walker? Or one of C's axes. LOL. They probably wouldn't let me in. Hehehehe...
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