Watching a movie

C and I, up at 6 this morning.

I know why I'm up-- pain. But he has been waking up super early the past few days, and I don't know why. I think he's got something eatin' at him. He's even said once or twice after coming home from work this week that he's got something on his mind, but he doesn't know what it is. I'd imagine it's this house thing.

He had it all planned out, he's done his best, but... it may not work out the way he had planned. And that's okay. That's life, you know? But I just wonder if he doesn't feel the burden of the provider, the man soon to be married that wants to set up a homestead, and maybe he feels like he's failing some. I don't know. I can't presume to know his thoughts.

So here we sit, watching a movie... and it's not even 8 a.m. yet.

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