C and I, up at 6 this morning.
I know why I'm up-- pain. But he has been waking up super early the past few days, and I don't know why. I think he's got something eatin' at him. He's even said once or twice after coming home from work this week that he's got something on his mind, but he doesn't know what it is. I'd imagine it's this house thing.
He had it all planned out, he's done his best, but... it may not work out the way he had planned. And that's okay. That's life, you know? But I just wonder if he doesn't feel the burden of the provider, the man soon to be married that wants to set up a homestead, and maybe he feels like he's failing some. I don't know. I can't presume to know his thoughts.
So here we sit, watching a movie... and it's not even 8 a.m. yet.
I know why I'm up-- pain. But he has been waking up super early the past few days, and I don't know why. I think he's got something eatin' at him. He's even said once or twice after coming home from work this week that he's got something on his mind, but he doesn't know what it is. I'd imagine it's this house thing.
He had it all planned out, he's done his best, but... it may not work out the way he had planned. And that's okay. That's life, you know? But I just wonder if he doesn't feel the burden of the provider, the man soon to be married that wants to set up a homestead, and maybe he feels like he's failing some. I don't know. I can't presume to know his thoughts.
So here we sit, watching a movie... and it's not even 8 a.m. yet.
Optimistic Existentialist | March 19, 2013 at 7:57 AM
in this circumstance, he needs to know that you love him regardless...sounds like he's putting undue pressure on himself.
Cassandra | March 19, 2013 at 11:01 PM
You're right about the affirmation. I made it a point to tell him that I'm happy whatever happens with the house, because we're getting married and I just want to be with him, wherever that is.
Thanks for reminding me to emphasize that. :)