Lay your world on me

I am feeling so overwhelmed and out of control… so tired of fighting. What am I fighting for?

I really, really wish that someone would say these things to me and really mean it. I wish that someone would just take over, take over the reins, and tell me to just rest. That they would take care of all the appointments, all the paperwork, the meds, the worry… to just rest, and I'll be taken care of. It's so hard to fight every single day and then have to fight for the big picture at the same time. Too many battles. Someone… anyone… please?

Give me your pain
Give me your anger
Let me be your rock
I can be the pillar of strength that you need
I'll help you keep it all together
It's better late than never
Lay your world on me
I can take the weight

We all laugh and we all cry
We all hurt the same inside
We all fall down and we lose faith in who we really are
But if we bend instead of break
The choice for us is to make it together
Lay your world on me

I'll help you keep it all together
It's better late than never
Lay your world on me
Lay your world on me
Lay your world on me
I can take the weight

The problem is, I'm a super strong badass. If I can't handle the weight of my own problems, who else can? No one. That's who.

Times like this, I'd love to fall back on the comfort of "give it all to God, he's got this and it's all gonna be okay." Well, I know it's all gonna be okay eventually, but that doesn't change the fact that it's goddamn hard right now, and that's what I'm having trouble with.