Blurgh...alkengoijls.

Why am I still so controlled by fear?! How do I beat this?

I'm so FRUSTRATED!

I think this will be the focus for my next assault on dysfunction. Maybe H can help me untangle and unravel this... or maybe I'll pull out the big guns and give J a call.

(On the plus side... I found a church real close that has CR meetings! And it's my denomination that sponsors it! Even better. ^_^ That's what I'll be doing in... an hour. Or so.)